My heart is crying tonight... my cousin Amy ended her life today. I'm totally heart broken at the thought her life is now over. I will never get to speak to her again or reminisce on all the years we ran around together back n the day and all the fun times we had together. We were close once. The pain our family feels right now is unspeakable. It took a little while to sink and I'm still in some what disbelief. This has to be some sort of nightmare that I'm in and surely I will wake up tomorrow and none of this would have happened. I feel so badly for her sweet kids, grand kids, parents, brother, sister, nieces, nephews and everyone else that loves her so much. Everyone loved her... she just had an awesome personality that drew people to her. She had her struggles in life, there's no doubt about that, however she was always a person you just wanted to be around. She was just so much fun! Some of my best memories are hanging out with her.
My dear Amy... I love you so much, I regret that we haven't been as close the past few years. I can't grasp why you made the decision that you have... however I will forever love you, miss you and always remember the great memories we made together!
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